Things I'm Thinking About
This post is nothing profound, I simply felt that a one line prayer request could not sufficiently explain what is in my head and on my heart. My kids - as my departure is rapidly approaching I don't want them to feel surprised or abandoned. I have begun to warn them that I will be leaving, but it is almost impossible to endure their looks of sadness. I love them so much, and as much as I don't want them to be attached to me, I am so attached to them. I tear up every time I think about the fact that my impending reality is life without them. I can't even. Going back to the US - Undoubtedly I have been thinking a lot about how soon I am leaving. As I have expressed to a lot of my family, life in the US now seems like a distant dream to me. I fear that I will not know what to do with myself. At the same time, I miss my family like crazy and can't wait to see them. I just want to hangout with my mom, and go for runs with my sister, and m...